My new friend is serenading me, singing with his guitar, rehearsing for a performance he has tomorrow by Lake Tahoe.He played for us all day yesterday, and I asked him to play again today. He’s definitely the kind of man with whom I have an intense soul connection.That’s why I haven’t had sex, again, for two and a half years. The second time we soaked in the hot tub, in the bright sunshine under the towering firs and Jeffrey pines that surround my home, and he touched me for real for the first time … Over the next 24 hours, I felt everything in me opening and coming alive. check out the Facebook video from the next day here, and you’ll see what I’m talking about.) It would have been easy to let one thing lead to another …I’m pretty sure I discovered the secret to online dating. I’m not talking about super-connected, total body orgasm, tantric sex.Meet other locals interested in learning more about the Tantra, a relatively recent class of Hindu or Buddhist religious literature written in Sanskrit and concerned with powerful ritual acts of body, speech, and mind. If you get on well out of bed, half the problems of bed are solved.” - Peter Ustinov I am sitting here at my kitchen dining table as I write these words.
What I am looking for is to have an incredible RELATIONSHIP with someone that I have a connection with.“It’s the ego clinging to the idea that I, the great I, must have a person on my arm who makes me look even better.” The short chapters of this compact book steadily reveal both Shaida’s profound experience and her pragmatic wisdom.